Friday 10 July 2009

ode to last year...

today
woke up feeling sick
smoking closed eyes
the crackling of liquids and powders and late night fuckery
another fag
try to scrape the filth out
try
bullet
bacon and a fag
another fag
thinthinthinthin...hahaha
how long till it's late enough
one at lunch
easy
crying at therapy
waiting to feel better
fucking waiting
fucking
something glimmers but it's far too much to ask
excitement
fading

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